What was the one experience that completely changed your life? What happened? How did it change your life?

One experience that has changed my life is my younger sister. She has ODD, depression, and bi-polar disorder. She is always angry with someone, always screaming and yelling, and one time she ran away. She doesn’t even care if people are worried. She makes me so cross. She is always pushing me to the edge on a bad day. I just have to learn to live with it. She makes me see the good and bad in people. That has made me see people for who they are not who they want to be. Thank you for hearing me out and letting me speak my mind.


A New Message!!!

It’s always the sadness, it’s always the pain, but writing from that what do I gain?
The memory, the shame, I don’t like it, it’s all the very same. So I’ll try to think
positive, with energy and good vibes. I’LL remember this is the way that saves
lives. No reason to dive off into the pit, it doesn’t save me from madness or sins.
It locks it inside, and there it’ll hide, waiting for the light. So I come outside
everyday to show how bright I am. Spreading the nice and feeling alright. Showing
everyone a good night. That is also what I could gain out of a great poem.

Lesson Learned

So Hey World

So hey world, how have you been? I know I haven’t been around been going through some stuff. You know how it is. So the world still spins though if anyone has anything to say go ahead.I’m accepting advice about anything so please anyone give me some advice.

– Rena


I’m not one to be talking about relationships because I’m not very good at them myself but I’ll try anyway. Here goes nothing. So right now I’m single but I’ve been in a few myself. They are hard to handle, but you have to keep your head held high. Being single is bliss but I know that being in a relationship is way better. In a relationship it involves two people and you have to put up the effort. Arguing will happen but so can love and great passion. Your lover should be your family and best friend. Someone to be there for your ups and downs. Keep in mind how awesome a relationship can be.

– Rena

Anybody listening?

If you have been listening I know I haven’t written in a long time. Happy Holidays EVERYONE!!!! I hope everyone had a great time this past week. I know I didn’t. It wasn’t a great year for me.Nothing went as planned. I’ve been sad for a very long time. I don’t really know what to do about it. Someone help me. I know you can’t bring my family to me, but anything will help, just anything. Please someone share some words of wisdom.



Doesn’t everyone know love bites.

Don’t get me wrong love can be wonderful, but if it goes wrong it bites. Remember you can love more than one person at the same time. Just always wait to look for the right person. Don’t just say you love someone then marry them. I know this may sound cliche but if you love someone let them go if they come back to you then it was meant to be if not oh well. Sometimes you don’t end up with the right person and you have to keep searching. Well go on get out of here go search.


Family is always important no matter how crazy or mean people get. I’m not talking abuse, bullying, or mental hospital because then you may have to leave them. You have to remember you still have to support yourself but you need family to pick you up when you are down. You also have to do the same for your other family members.


HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having fun is the key to a successful life. No matter what you do make sure you’re having a little fun. Even if it is a bad day try to smile or laugh. You don’t even need a group to have fun. Just have fun by yourself. Have fun, it is just all I’m saying. So listen, and take my advice.